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    April 13

    今天我很勇敢

          中午一个人去银行拿钱的时候,天空依然很平静,只是突然多了一件礼物.
          在去银行的路上,我也只是一个人慢慢的走慢慢的走,也是那么一秒的瞬间,一只小鸟就这样突然掉在我的脚边,好象是晕了吧,很小心的把它放在手心,虽然全身动不了,但眼睛微闪着,想想,应该中暑了吧.不舍得置之不理,轻轻的放在掌心,用手帕铺在它身上,让它陪我走.
          去完银行拿钱后,要去搭车的,要出广州找个人.所以又折回来等车,小鸟好象开始清醒了点,小脚微微能站起来点了,在等车的时候,我象以往一样,只是安静的站在站牌下等车,不同的是,手心里多了一个旅伴,不同的是,我的注意力从路边转到小鸟身上.
          阳光很好,今天我穿着裙子呢,可是依然觉得有点热了.小鸟还在我的掌心里慢慢恢复元气.车好象要来了呢.也是那么一个不在意的瞬间,我的身边突然擦过一辆摩托车,我小小的挂包好象有点不正常的偏移了,手背被划出了血痕.这也只是那么一瞬间,摩托车飞驰而过,阳光依然很好,小鸟还是很安稳的在我的手心,不同的是手背多了一点血,不同的是,刚刚有那么一个瞬间发生了一件失败的抢劫事件,仅此而已.一起等车的陌生人问我有没有事,有些人只是在笑,不知道这笑代表什么呢.我什么都没说,有些陌生人很着急的看着我,可是我只是什么都没说,脸上没任何的变化,就象刚刚什么都没有发生,我用纸巾擦开了那些血,象以前一次次帮自己止血那样.车来了,我带小鸟一起上车.
         下车的时候,朋友已在站等我,我们依然按安排的去完成今天的任务,朋友没发现我手上的伤,我也没跟朋友说什么.其实真的没什么大不了,很多人都会遇上这样的一件事,而我很幸运的,只是手伤了,其他一切没损失.可是.
          可是,当我找到安全的地方把已经清醒的小鸟放回自然中的时候,当我回到宿舍的时候,当我以为自己已经忘了的时候,我突然哭了,心跳很快,是那种很害怕时候的反应.我偷偷躲进洗手间哭了.原来.
          原来自己很害怕,只是依然在众人面前故做坚强,故做冷漠.原来我依然没长大,和以前一样,一个人的时候才会肯把自己的心情暴露.
           可是,我想有个人在身边好好的看好我.
          我可不可以说我很害怕.我可不可以说我保持冷静只是不想被你们当笑话来看.
          今天我很勇敢.
       
     

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